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第108节

    【】olittleitsofenduranustneverregretit,never.oh,hispaintherehadbeeuallytofeelitasifithadbeenheroejustihispain.

    heeloveintheirbluenessedher,givenherpurposesinhildhood;andhitagreat,shadoigue.notahebody,butahesoul.

    heebedasanotherperson;itoreihanthesexualaotionalties,aptyastheairsoalluringlyfullandsunsoakedvegetation,hedriftedfora:thereliefofrelinquishinghisofighther,thepeaeggieyetiisntyntsistgluetogether,butthediseredyself.youylifetoshoehoptuousistheprideofapriestofkind;likeluciferiaspiredtothatoing

    ihaveneverknoility.dearlord,ifsheantnothingtoitetisithinkiloveherfarrethanidothee,andthat,too,isapartofthypunishnt.heridonotdoubt;thouatriakebreakfast,”hesaid,desperateforsothingtosay,ahersleagainsthischest.

    ”goforthespart,illkethebreakfast.andtheresoputanythingonhere.noonees.”

    ”trulyparadise”hesoing.ien.”

    alreadythepain;justbecausehehadleftthebed;shelayasheeebreakfasttogether.”

    thetiderbling,unsandlikesand,athreinprehensiblethanthenightsdreareality.hereyesrestedonhiaind,adifferentthislasts.”

    ”uissedyoure,ihadntgotusedtodoingarriedhieadeupndtorrysoone,aoodheadandshouldersabovetherest.idontaninenaresupposedtofinddesirableinahusband.justinsoeher.”

    hisfacete,ggie””truthfullyithinkso.illneveruahinginlukeandinyouaosleepeantoneed,reallyneed.””andaeptingthat,youstillus”

    sheshrugged,sledportant,anditspleher,sootheresastreakofsaonineveryn,ithink.itsjustthatinnlikeyouandluke,itsrepronounnotaveryybrothers.idoubttheolderoanyratearried,or.havegirlfriendseveerriblyshy,theyrefrightehepoanghthaveovertheandtheyrequite.”

    dayfollorrainsandfullofcaressesasthesun.and;forhe.

    sotisandtrydesperatelytoirinthisfaeeringhoagehaddied,thelookofhithereouth,thestunningsilver,alookinhiseyesofhauntedgrief,adoodlook.sheuoodtheiliustgo,baoreabletoserve.foronlythosehevicissitudesoftheway.

    oneday,eggie,iveneverbeensohappy,orsounhappy.”

    ”iknoh.”

    ”ibelieveyoudo.isituypassionfortitianhairlittledidiknoe.iloveyou,ggie.”

    ”areyouleaving”

    ”torroust.shipsailsfenoaihanaweek.””genoa”

    ”ro,ae,perhapstherestoflife.idontknow.”

    ”donteisalstup,too.ieavingluke,io

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