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【】hadntlessenedhisfaith,onlypoitohihasisthatsoeti,heotionsquanderedonhitherexpense.sheputagoodfaaonvirabeyondplyuldntknopanionshipiojustinefarretha. butiehoakeituptoher. suddeedhisdebttohissistereoneelseheoore. ”ivegottogo,jus.” ”youandyourbloodyhogroofit””never,ihope.” ”whenwilliseeyou” ”orroourse,elevenok,here.””okay.beagoodboy.” heileather.”aeveranythingelse”shegrinned.”blessyou,no.youretoogoodtobetrue;iheonealorrow.” thereeashiftingfoeanintrinsiosphere,eihelittleredglasssaalessenay;thesebeinginaovedfroain.hislasheslolosed. fralleryarysriverviee. theaveoffafepanint,andintotheditonelaouedforthatetothegain. panisangelicus fitpanishonu datpaniselicus figuristernu oresrabilis, nducatdonus, pauper,pauper, servusethulis.... breadofangels,heavenlybread,othingofyvoiysuppliyster,god,andiahyhuleservant.inthineeyesonlyohingunts,goodhouatters;intheeallishealed,intheeiknoe. lord,itislonely.iprayitbeoversoon,thepainoflife.theydonotuandthati,sogifted,findsoattere,olord,shallbegiven,forilove thee.andifightpresutoaskanythingofthee,itisthatintheeallelseshallbeforeverfotten.... ”youreveryquiet,”saiddahinkingofthinkingthatiettingold.ifoundhalfadozengreyhairsthising,andbonesache.” ”youllneverbeold,”hesaidfortably.”ibeginningtoheborehead,hisasuresignofoldage.” theyintheborehead.alltheachesandpainsofencroagageeago;sheusthavefeltwhenralphhadkissedher. thenshehearddaup,andopenedhereyes.hehadalposedonhisturingfacurredtoherthatactuallyhehild. hoontofrealizationygod,itsalloverthebabyhood,theboyhood.hesan.pride,resentnt,afeleltingatthequieiendingtragedy,anger,adoration,sadness;alltheseandreggiefelt,lookingupatherson.itisaterriblethingtoahis.soazinglyle,soazinglybeautiful. ralphdebrieyouththebodyofthenbarrassed,hatinghavingtothinkofhersonasan.didhelookatherahesedays,oddahigoddahioen,dane”sheaskedsuddenly,openinghereyesagain. hesled.”thebirdsandthebees,youan””thatyouknohjustineforasister.whenshedi ...